where is your boy tonight?

I hope he is a gentleman.

tangled mess

I have perma-knots so why bother brushing?

Cause if I brush, then my hair will fall out
And we all know that if a hair falls out of your head,
You are technically a different person then you were before.
And I like the person I am now
So, yeah, no thanks to the brushing.

Mmmm philosophy, I should probably go to sleep
But I'm so gosh darn excited for 4:30pm tomorrow! OH YEAH.

If I haven't said this before..

I want one.
I want one so fucking badly.

You, my future pet will be so loved.
Royal Dandies are beautiful, elegant creatures.

I am so awake

perhaps over-tired?

I think this is when I appreciate music the most,
I can only sit and listen, and every single song I get lost in.
I could honestly stay up for hours taking in the music,
I find I do my best thinking when I'm in this mood.

I want to be your inspiration

first days are always exciting

jungle love

I am so sad that its over. I miss my green amazons and all of the cheering!


deep in the heart of the laurier jungle, you can hear the amazons rumble! hu ha huha, hu ha huha!

tonight...

has been kind of lonely

mmmmm...

After Eight chocolate bars are delicious

a quote from the perks of being a wallflower..

"My doctor told me the story of these two brothers whose dad was a bad alcoholic. One brother grew up to be a successful carpenter who never drank. The other brother ended up being a drinker as bad as his dad was. When the asked the first brother why he didn't drink, he said that after he saw what it did to his father, he could never bring himself to even try it. When they asked the other brother, he said that he guessed he learned how to drink on his father's knee."


huh. I guess thank you is in order?

I'm very glad for the choices I've made, because I know I could have just as easily gone a different route.

The Tide That Left and Never Came Back

Spell bound, like chains clamped

To the mightiest structure,

She gazed up at the comet

Dancing along the endless sky.

A light flickers on

As the paddles zap her core,

And with new eyes, discovers

Her world: transfigured and unknown.

Sweet scents, clear contours,

And magnified melodies

Ambush the unarmed soldier,

And retreat to Utopia.

No feeling can match -

As complete as a circuit,

She is invincible and

Nothing will generate sorrow.

Going, going, gone -

Consumed by the shadows, she

is lost; without a road map.

Her pain is a spreading cancer,

Relentless, wicked,

And hushed. The bitter wind swept

The obscured abyss harshly -

A ship caught in a violent sea.

Unwavering and

irrevocable; her love.

She waits for: her light, her heart

Her complement to reappear.

Many mock her faith.

Labelled foolish like a child,

Obedient as a dog,

Her thoughts are left safely intact.

And now she must choose.

Worn like a bruise or a badge;

Her heart can fight the war or

Yearn in the deepest agony.

I swear I could sing this at the top of my lungs...

If I had my own world,

I'd build you an empire.

If I had my own world,

I'd fill it with wealth and desire.

A glorious past to admire,

And voices of kids out walking dogs, birds, planes, cleanest cars.

If I had my own world,

I'd love it for all that's inside it.

There'd be no more wars, death or riots.

There'd be no more police, packed-parking lots, guns, bombs sounding.

If I had my own world,

I'd build you an empire.

From here to the far lands,

To spread love like violence.

Let me feel you, carry you higher.

Watch your words spread hope like fires.

Secret crowds rise up and gather.

Hear your voices sing back louder.

If I had my own world,

I'd show you the life that's inside it.

The way that it glows when you find it.

And the way it survives with its families, friends or its enemies.

Let's make this a new world.

I swear you can go if you want to.

I know that you have that within you.

Inventing the first clean and useable, gods greatest miracle.

If I had my own world,

I'd build you an empire.

From here to the far lands,

To spread love like violence.

Let me feel you, carry you higher.

Watch your words spread hope like fires.

Secret crowds rise up and gather.

Hear your voices sing back louder.

#1 choice for cereal

"Sometimes I think we waste our words and we waste our moments, and we don't take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance."

I won't always love these selfish things

I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me
Only you

You'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for
I'm here
I'm now
I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

well hello there gorgeous

Breakfast? check.
Snack? check.
Lunch? check.
Celebrate doing chores? check.
Dessert after dinner? oops all gone.